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Post by Fál on Aug 10, 2009 12:53:32 GMT -8
What you do is hit ctrl+v to paste the last thing you copied here for everybody to read. You may add the reason why you have your entry copied. And I'll start...i27.tinypic.com/zk4txs.jpg |
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Elioenai
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When all else fails, you can trust me to be your light.
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Post by Elioenai on Aug 10, 2009 17:09:34 GMT -8
Do not tell me my fears have left me. Do not tell me I am not alone. I am alone.
And yet, he knew he was not alone. He never was. But somehow he had this feeling of separation, of longing, unable to reach out to something on the horizon, unable to grasp the thing in front of his very face. The feeling was ever present.
The lake came into view. I am amazed this place still exists. It had been years. Hundreds of years since he had last been here. Or at least, that was how he remembered it. How long. How long. Too long. Even as old as he was, with an age that surpassed that age which was counted, just one hundred years was too long for him. As time went on, he always recalled the realization that there was always something new to see, to experience, and to learn. True, he was . . . higher than most, but that did not give him everything the world had to offer. Not on a silver platter, at least.
Please understand.
The crystal clear water shimmered with the morning light, what little there was of it. Beautiful. Simply a wondrous thing. But he felt repulsed, as if the water let off a stench he could hardly bear. Why had he come here? To remind himself of what was lost to him? To torture his mind? What is wrong with me? Nothing . . . and everything. He had never been able to give himself a true answer. Only someone else could, and he had always known that, no matter how many times he had posed the question to himself.
I do not go by my own will.
The man stepped closer to the water’s edge but stopped short. Wind picked up his black hair, a flurry of wispy strands. Clad in shin high boots and a black cloak that swallowed his body like a shadow, it would be easy to mistake him for someone of rather daring intentions. He brought a hand up to cover his right eye. It throbbed painfully, a dull, pounding pain he had come to expect. Even these great waters could do nothing for that wound. Cursed as it was. He was not sure he would get rid of it even if he could. He often hoped to destroy himself, that some creature here would see him as a traitor. But his body, and his soul, would not let him.
Someone is pushing me. Pulling me. Taking me away.
The scene around him suddenly vanished, replaced by a field of wild flowers. A child. A girl. He remembered her. She was running and laughing, a single red rose gripped tightly in the little pale hands. He remembered what happened, but he thought this memory had been repressed. Then it was raining, and she lied in his arms with blood running down the side of her face. Her red hair was matted with the vile red liquid, and her blue eyes were forever lost to the darkness behind closed lids.
Then he was back, and he stumbled, mouth open in a silent scream as his eye closed tightly, mind in pain. It was small, this memory. So much smaller, but so powerful to him. It hurt. Part of him touched the water, and he quickly threw himself away from it, a warm, pleasurable sensation drifting through his limbs in the few seconds he was in contact with him. It only made the pain less bearable, and he wanted to cry.
But his face was masked. He wondered if he could cry, if he wanted to. He could not even show his sadness. Could not express it. Even the silent scream was characterized by a blankness, so that one might not even be able to tell he was in pain by its expression. It was just a blank expression, an open mouth in a blank face.
Make the pain go away. It would not. Could not. Never would. It would not happen. Never.
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Post by Yu on Aug 10, 2009 17:51:35 GMT -8
{I tr;dr'd it, I'll read it when I go to where you posted it xD}
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Post by Fál on Aug 13, 2009 11:15:23 GMT -8
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Post by stilla on Aug 13, 2009 16:08:25 GMT -8
 It was the last thing I used in counting to 1000 |
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Post by Fál on Aug 13, 2009 17:16:38 GMT -8
Stock images may be used on and off DeviantArt for non-commercial purposes only. Please link back, credit, and send me your finished work so I can favorite it.
...Working on my DeviantArt account.
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Elioenai
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When all else fails, you can trust me to be your light.
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Post by Elioenai on Aug 17, 2009 8:37:42 GMT -8
Kanon Wakeshima
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Post by charlie on Aug 17, 2009 20:30:50 GMT -8
 Lol this was from picture association |
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Post by Fál on Aug 17, 2009 21:30:01 GMT -8
@cheekyxoxo I might not be in class tomorrow. Or if I do show up, expect a repeat performance of my murdering the dance.(I'll be dead tired) ... Was tweeting a message to my dance teacher.  |
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Post by charlie on Aug 17, 2009 21:47:38 GMT -8
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Yu
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Post by Yu on Aug 18, 2009 7:18:46 GMT -8
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Post by stilla on Aug 18, 2009 11:26:23 GMT -8
nothing!
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Post by Jace Demetri Rockler on Aug 18, 2009 12:37:21 GMT -8
~Jace Demetri Rockler~ no! no more sorrow!
i've payed for your mistakes! ___________________________________________[/center] lolz, my posting template for Jace xD |
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Post by stilla on Aug 18, 2009 13:01:02 GMT -8
lol
!~the powerful JULIET and JACE own me~!
Lol i copied it so that I could out it in Charlies sig
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Post by Malice Malkovitch on Aug 22, 2009 1:06:53 GMT -8
No go to hell prick !
... I can explain... i was spamming my friend over msn coz they wanted me to come to a party with some wierdos i didnt know and they kept asking me so i spammed the hell out of there MSN... i was blocked for like ten minutes
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